Monday 30 August 2010

Fasting.

Today, I'm going to begin a long fast. I feel like shiiiittt right now, my weight keeps going up and down so I'm going to try and fast for 10 days, more if I can. I read online someone who did a 28 day fast! I want to do that, it's amazing! But I'm just going to see how it goes. So far, I haven't eaten anything- I'll admit I'm tempted and if I let my mind wander for too long I find myself trying to bribe my mouth into eating, but thinspo is going to help me a lot today. It's just getting the first few days done, then it's easier. I'm hoping to get to 100lbs by the end of this fast so I will have to go a while if I want to loose 10lbs, but I want it soooo bad, plus I have school in about 2 weeks so it will help keep me distracted as I NEVER eat at school. So, I will probably be blogging a lot these next few days, mainly just pointless stuff but it keeps me destracted. Oooh and I will upload thinspo! I've found some really good stuff yesterday so I will upload later. Plus I've mentally told myself that what I do eat, I have to burn off twice the amount of calories and I'm feeling lazy today so that's put me off plenty :-). Todays intake so far:

Breakfast: Nothing

Snack: Nothing

Lunch: Nothing

Snack: Nothing

Dinner: Nothing

Snack: Nothing

Calorie Intake: 0
Burned Off: 0

Stay strong, xoxoo

Thursday 19 August 2010

Suck it in girlies!


Here is some thinspo! I have to admit, as much as i lovvveee thinspo, it makes me feel ashamed of my figure. By hay ho! Makes me go and exercise...














OK. I want her arms!


I like her legs :-)

I will upload more tomorrow!

Stay strong, xoxoo


Wednesday 18 August 2010

Diet Pills?

Okaay, so i know its been forever! im in the middle of a fast, today is my third day. feel really dizzy but its all worth it, already lost 4 lbs. keep having moments where im tempted to eat but then i do sit-ups and im fine!

I've been on and off questioning diet pills. cant decide if i want too or not. one of my ana-buddys suggested Hoodia? apparently its a good one so i might give it ago when i get off this fast! i want to do a long fast as im so close to 100lbs and hopefully get there in 2 weeks! wish me luck! :-)

Btw, heres a good calorie counter website, it has EVERY food on it!!

calorieking.com

Stay strong, xoxoo

PS, i will post some more thinspo tonight but until then check out one of my fav thinspo websites: thinspiration-pictures.blogspot.com

Sunday 1 August 2010

Back Home!

I'm finally back home! I went to Mallorca last week for a week with my family. It was OK, got a bit boring but I was really strict with my self and apart from a sandwich on the wednesday, I didn't eat! The week before I was really strict with my self too and on the Friday I weighed in at 108 lbs! I was so excited! :D:D:D And today, after coming back home yesterday and having to eat dinner, I was scared to weigh myself but I'm 106lbs! YAY! So i'm being really strict with myself from now on, I feeel more confident about it and more in control which helps. Portion size is key guys! Only try and eat a handful or just over, no more, else you will get really full and bloated, its not nice! Hope you guys are doing OK, I will be on later with some much needed thinspo!

Stay strong, xoxoo

Thursday 15 July 2010

Re-start.

Okay so yesterday was...AWFUL! I came home from school, having not eaten all day (about 4pm) and my mum had invited all my family over and they had thrown an "end of school" party! I had to eat, everyone was around this big table and it was horrible because I hate eating in front of people, but I had some pasta and a biscuit. It felt horrible, I just wanted to rip my stomach out!! So I went to the gym and I think I burnt it off. So today is my day of fasting for a week. I need too as I have a holiday in a week!! AHH! So I've set my self a day plan so I wont get bored or tempted, which means I could be blogging a lot! Wish me luck,

Stay strong, xoxoo

Tuesday 13 July 2010

Thinspo.


Here is the thinspo I promised, enjoy!

Stay strong, xoxoo



















Update!

Helloooo!
Sorry it's been so long! Okay, so I fasted for 5 days! Well I ate crisps Sunday evening, I got down to about 111lbs on Friday evening but now my scales have broken! I don't know what to do. Whilst I was fasting I also started jogging 2/3 times a day and I've kept that up so far.
I have a holiday in 2 weeks, so my plan is to fast until then. Well on Monday I didn't eat all day, then at about 5pm I had a handful of chocolate :@ so I went to the gym and burnt about 375 calories, not including a 1 miles walk and 10 minute jog so hopefully I burnt that off. Today I just ate a bit of dinner, a handful of pasta because my mum was watching but then i jogged for 10 minutes and I'm about to go to the gym again. Then it's fasting time so I will probably be blogging more to keep my spirits up, wish me luck, hope you guys are good! Here is a thinspo my amazing ana-buddy sent me, enjoy! I will be on later to add more thinspo, good luck!

Stay strong, xoxoo


Friday 9 July 2010

Weigh in #1


So far so good! I weighed myself this morning...112lbs! YAY! I didn't eat at all yesterday so I feel great, keep up the good work! :)
Below is a little thinspo for y'all, enjoy!

Stay strong,
xoxoo





"Complete Perfection"

Thursday 8 July 2010

Keep on moving...

Today, so far, has been good. Haven't eaten and don't want to. Had a coffee at lunch (black, no sugar) as I was near to fainting! Going to do the gym later or a jog if I can't get there. I feel so happy that I've been doing so well, I'm really excited!

Stay strong,
xoxoo

Good Morning!

Good morning guys!
This morning I feel great! Didn't eat yesterday evening, I try and avoid food after 6pm and I haven't eaten this morning either. I have a busy day to keep me distracted from food, all I have in my handbag is gum and a bottle of water! (No money, else I am tempted to buy food). Hope you guys are doing okay, I want to get to my next goal weight by next Tuesday, I know it will be hard but I'm fasting so the weight should fall off easier.

REMEMBER: NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS SKINNY FEELS

Stay strong!
xoxoo

Wednesday 7 July 2010

FASTING.

This evening (it is about 10pm) I've decided I'm going to fast. I've done this before but only managed for about 4 days max, living on just water. So, my new goal is to go long, preferable 6/7 days or more because from what I have read, after the fifth of so day, the craving of food simply goes away! Lets hope so! I will update on how well my day is going tomorrow, but I'm feeling pretty confident.

Hope those who read are okay too!
Stay strong, xoxoo

The Beginning.

Hey guys,
So basically, I'm new to this site. I've been meaning to set up a blogging account so here goes! This is basically for those of you who are looking for support or are Pro ana. I have been for the past year and I thought this would be a great way to help me and you. Comment on any of my posts and I will reply almost immediately. Feel free to comment your opinions or questions, I'm here to help you and keep you updated on how I'm doing, hope this helps!